Anonymous asked:

Darling your beautiful

you cant really say that until you have met me, until you have been there at 4am in the morning whilst im crying my eyes out, until you have seen all my flaws. until you have seen the real me in real life faced to face you cant really say im beautiful hun because im not beautiful and i wont ever be beautiful.
thank you for your message though. x

the truth is is that no one actually gives a single fuck about me. and i understand why. look at me. I’m a fucking fat whale. I’m a bitch. I’m a shitty daughter. I’m a horrible friend. I’m a terrible sister. seriously i hope i fucking die soon.